Reflections

Okay so you remember that blog post I made way back in October about SATs? I didn't, but I just went back and read it and I have to say that I lied. I don't have friends who care about how I feel. Okay that's not completely true either. How about this, I have 1.75 friends who care about how I feel. Why the odd number? I'm not sure if one of them actually does, but they seem to show it. So anyways, onto my so-called friends.

High school changes people in strange ways. Recently, who I thought was one of the people that understood me best, who I would pour out my secrets to, who I though cared, turned into an apathetic homework machine. It's a sad day when you realize that your friends care more about their grades than they do about your feelings. It's a worse day when you realize that one of your closest friends would wave you away because they have an all-important and life-threatening test to study for. Someone who was usually kind and understanding person turned into a cold, sardonic and belittling character.

What am I supposed to do?